Scared

Last night B had a nightmare. When it happened, she completely freaked and had a panic attack, was hyperventilating and eyes rolling and darting. I didn't know what was happening and I was so very scared. I thought she was having a seizure at first then when I realised she was having trouble breathing I just panicked. Luckily soon after by stroking her face and talking to her, she calmed down and I got her to take deep breathes and I found out then what had happened. She had a nightmare that her friend was attacking her. I ended up sleeping with her as she was very scared. Her sleeping bag was saturated.

It was the scariest thing i have ever witnessed with her and I thought she was going to die. Of course she wouldn't have but my logical mind went out the window at that point. And now I am scared about it all, of what I saw, of what might be. Illogical thinking, possible future, not our yet reality. I know. But enough to make my heart hurt since. And then Saturday night she did something similar?

Please keep my B safe for alot longer.