My week, my feelings

tired
scared
anxious
paranoid
clumsy
down
angry
grumpy
did I say tired? scared? anxious? ..........

Fed up....of demands, of not being able to say no, of not having control over certain parts of my life, of having to shout for things I shouldn't have to, not being strong enough to shout louder at things that make me unhappy or to change it. Being scared of (some) people. Thinking about beautiful things that make me smile and sad at the same time.

Just really tired this week...of stuff that makes me tired mentally and/or physically. Tired of feeling like I am always looking over my shoulder